dancing with myself

It really feels like it.
Well there's the whole batch of j2's with me.
But it feels difficult to keep up with everything around.
I don't really see the root cause of it all.
Most sources say it points to my own attitude.
Then the question is.
What exactly am I doing?
Am I in the right place?
Lost perhaps?
But certain areas are fine.
Awesome even.
But others, they just seem to overflow.
Its like as you get older and peak in this screwed up education system.
More is put on your plate.
So much at such a fast rate.
You aren't given enough time for your plate to get bigger.
Grasping j2 is like doing primary school in a year.
Time management is key.
Possibly?
One of the many keys to unlocking this door.
Why not make it simplier.
Everyone take a step back.
Just a moment to take it all in.
A momentary pause in the hectic, busy
Exponential speed of life here.
Can I just have the time.
Please.
Just an hour more than 24 hours would help.
A lot.
Rambling is not good.
Time must be used effectively.
Screw this.